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Welcome, make yourself at home but hey don't get too comfortable.. you probably squeeze the toothpaste all weird. cimninroll I'm from new mexico-yes it is a state!!USA, bill and monica. -isn't it sad what our world is comming to .. | |||||||||||||||||||||||
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ok... so what really gets me mad is all these people with their stupid, "yes i am who i say i am " theories.Whatever, i know that you might say oh ya, i'm really happy with my life right now.. well, thats great, but then their like no more soul searching for me... hi.. maybe we havn't met before-but my name is.. doese it matter.. and i am the queen of self denial. don't even try to pull that on me. the moment you are exactly who you want to be ... your probably dead. because, the whole purpose of life, in my opinion, is to go off the wall.. need a little coffee...what was that i missed it..again crazy trying to figure out whoooooo youuuuu arrreeeeee. so , stop delay ing. get to work. there once was this guy i knew he had a major well, anger problem. he always was saying how he got over it so much but then one day he got angry and i realized that he still had an anger problem and he used that recovery crap for attention. all he really did was switch from physical to mental. so if your listning yo... take a trip down the road of trying to solve your own problems.. withought sister help, and think over what your gonna say first... because sometimes people might get hurt by what you say. not all abuse is physical, and not all rumors are true. if you know someone like this... don't let them play mind games with you. by the way eagles baby all the way! i have this freind who somehow always manages to become completely and utterly in love with someone, all the time, then one day they break up , because he was treating her like crap the whole time... but she never saw it and never believed us. and we say hunnie you need a break from men.. but she doesnt' i can understand but... gee golly i just hate to see my freinds hurtin in their soap operas. You know what really upsets me? when i finally get up enough nerve to confront someone... prepared for the dreadful truth and i only get one big lie. If i wanted a lie i wouldn't have asked. I just want an explanation or something like that. ? | |||||||||||||||||||||||
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unfortunatly this place had the need to be temporarally altered... i just wanted to voice some opinion on the latest school shooting, the "colorado incident" i find this greatly desturbing , especially since it hits so close to home.. the school that was victim of this unfortunate happining was very close in size and ect... to my school. we all are i know deeplly hurt by this, with the exception of some. and speaking of those some... some people find it incrediblly funny to make others feel uncomfortable by finding humor in these situations thta we find ourselves in. A LITTLE ADVICE... IF YOU SO FEEL THE NEED TO LAUGH ABOUT THESE THINGS.. PLEASE PLEASE PLEAS DO IT IN PRIVATE. BECAUSE YOUR HURTING OTHER PEOPLE. INCLUDING ME. i don't know exactly what to think about this life.. and why some feel the need to take a life from others ... but i don't know if thery have only taken a life from those lost.. but possibly also a way of life from the rest of us. i will never be the same. and the family of those list im sure never will either. | if you are feeling the need to kill yourself or someone else... please... seek help. to the familys and the survivors:may god and all his spirit be with you. throughout life and the choices you make in it.. i hope that we can all find ourselves in an enviornment where we wont have to resort to violence. to the other members of the trench coat mafia... if you are indeed in the same mind frame of hte poor souls that we have been talking of the whole time... i pray that you find help. if not . . . then i am truly sorry for the pain that others must be putting you through.
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